TONIGHT

I’m walking silent and amazed
Hanging with the ghosts of yesterday
But I’ve been swimming in this empty space too long, too long
A complicated tapestry
Of patterns that imprison me I’m
Tired of circles on my floor from pacing wanting more

Tonight
I’m gonna let it ride
I’m gonna learn to fly
I’m leaving your face behind
Tonight
I’m gonna let it ride
The moonlight will be my guide
I’m leaving this place

Their shadows take the shape of me
I’m tired of trying to be who they want me to be
If only you could see through this disguise and into my eyes
I’m standing on an empty stage
Everyone is watching as I take my place
It’s time to start this play of mine it’s time, it’s time

Tonight
I’m gonna let it ride
I’m gonna learn to fly
I’m leaving your face behind
Tonight
I’m gonna let it ride
The moonlight will be my guide
I’m leaving this place

Day breaking
Behind me
It’s up to fate to find me
Night falling
Chance calling me
Tonight

Tonight
I’m gonna let it ride
I’m gonna learn to fly
I’m leaving your face behind
Tonight
I’m gonna let it ride
The moonlight will be my guide
I’m leaving this place

CUT ME LOOSE

Do you think that maybe one day
We can sit down and maybe have coffee
And talk about the love that we shared
Or will you walk on by me in the street
Cursing the fact that we ever did meet
And just pretend that you never cared

You cut me loose
Adrift alone in the water
So cold
Set free to drown
Or swim to shore and start over
On my own

I realize that things were not easy
I know the selfish child that I can be
Sometimes I am impossible to love

You tried your best to make me feel happy
Lifted me up and motivated me
But all you did was never enough

You cut me loose
Adrift alone in the water
So cold
Set free to drown
Or swim to shore and start over
On my own again, on my own again

You cut me loose
Adrift alone in the water
So cold
Set free to drown
Or swim to shore and start over
On my own

EMPTY BOTTLES

Wake up to a hangover, an empty shell of me
Doubles are never a good idea after one or two or three a.m.
I called you when I sobered up but I should have known
You’d have better things to do with your time than listen to me
Crying and begging you to come home

It’s a little too late
The buzz is gone
We drank it down fast it didn’t last that long
We got high for a while
On more than we could swallow
And now your love is just an empty bottle, an empty bottle

Dried my tears and made some coffee
Washed these shadows off my face
Still can’t sleep in this big bed we used to share
I think its time for me to move out of this place
Still can’t believe its over and there is nothing I can do
But I know that you’re in love with her
And somewhere in my broken heart I’m happy for you

It’s a little too late
The buzz is gone
We drank it down fast it didn’t last that long
We got high for a while
On more than we could swallow
And now your love is just an empty bottle, an empty bottle

I’m so parched my lips are dry
Your desert love wasteland of lies
You quenched your thirst on my demise
I swallowed every tear I cried

It’s a little too late
The buzz is gone
We drank it down fast it didn’t last that long
We got high for a while
On more than we could swallow
And now your love is just an empty bottle, an empty bottle

I WILL WAIT

Here I am in this beautiful place
I don’t fit in but I’m walking with grace
So I’m smiling on the inside but I’m hiding my face
I’m lost and found I’m all over the place

I will wait until it’s safe to stay all night like I used too
Run to you I knew you I drew you to me yeah

It’s not the words falling out of your mouth
It’s not the silence on the phone that’s causing me doubt
So come on baby tell me what your really about
I’m running up I’m falling down, you turn me inside out

I will wait until it’s safe to stay all night like I used to
Run to you I knew you I drew to me yeah

Now you’ve disappeared and it’s driving me mad
I can’t believe you threw away what we might have had
And all my friends are upset they know that you are to blame
Because you played me and you won in your sick little game

Run to you I knew you I drew you to me yeah

HOMESICK    

Shy little girl with the big voice and the Hollywood dream
Looks up at the stars and wonders what her life will be
If she leaves the ice and snow behind
For the Hollywood sights and the California sunshine

So she packs her suitcase and she gets on a plane
Little did she know she’d never be the same

Honey get back
Gotta get back
You gotta get back home to you 

Traded in her friends and traded in her innocence
Climbed up to the top never thinking of  the consequence
Now she’s so famous your seeing her on TV
And her face is on the cover of the trendiest magazines

Yeah she’s living in a penthouse way up above
She got a lot of haute couture but she ain’t got love

Honey get back 
Gotta get back
You gotta get back home to you

One day she wakes up and decides it’s time to run
She looks in the mirror and sees what she’s become
So she picks up the phone and she calls her mom
She says “I’m so tired I’m coming home”

Honey get back 
Gotta get back
You gotta get back home to you

BETTER THAN SHE CAN

The dust of night filtered and exposed
Across your room
Suspended mid-flight dancing and romancing
The veil of sunlight
That hangs by your window
Slowly creeping across your floor
And I want more

I can love you I can love you better than she did
Better than she could ever
I can love you I can love you better than she did
Better than she could ever

Two shadows dance
All over your wall
In candlelight
We lay in a trance watching each star fall
Into the twilight
And in thru your window
slowly creeping across your floor
But that was before

I can love you I can love you better than she did
Better than she could ever
I can love you I can love you better than she did
Better than she could ever

All we left behind
I’m sorry for every time
I wasn’t there to be your baby

I can love you I can love you better than she did
Better than she could ever
I can love you I can love you better than she did
Better than she could ever

DON’T KEEP IT INSIDE

Dust off your armor again
The weatherman says
There’s a storm moving in
And there’s trouble within

Love is a wolf in sheep’s clothes
Each brutal attack
Tearing open old wounds
That you thought you’d stitched closed

All you need is someone on your side
Don’t keep it inside

On your horizon I see
A hurricane spinning
And fighting the sea
Now you’re headed towards me

Well I’m not afraid of your rain
I’m holding your hand
Because I know you’re in pain
Please don’t feel ashamed

All we need is someone on our side
Don’t keep it inside

Well you should just stay here with me
I’ll pour you a bath
And I’ll make you some tea

All we need is someone on our side
Don’t keep it inside

Dust off your armor again

DROWNING

I’m working on me
Trying to mend those fences
I’ve broken
Bridges I’ve bent

And the words unspoken
In the late night hours
We lay awake
Scared to death
We’d never break
The spell we’re under
Line after line

We’re drowning together
Dragging each other down
The more we struggle
The more we drown. 
Drown

You’re running from truth
That you’re denying
That’s a problem
It sounds good to you
But you know you’re lying
Even tho you’re trying

I know you can’t love me
If you don’t love you
And it makes me sick
Nothing I can do

We’re drowning together
Dragging each other down,
The more we struggle
The more we drown.
Drown

I’m picking up the pieces
That you tried so hard to find
Some of them are yours and others
That I found are mine

I hope that one day
You’ll be better too
And when that day arrives
I will give them back to you

We were drowning together
Dragging each other down
The more we struggled
The more we drowned
Drown

DRIVE

Sometimes life has no direction
And our friends are keeping us aliv
I found her on the rooftop all alone
Just watching people passing by

We’re gonna run through time and space
So grab my keys we’re going for a ride

Drive
Just as fast you can
You don’t have to understand everything
It doesn’t have to stand for anything
Just drive

Now it’s late she’s at my door
She needs a friend to tell her its alright
Dry your tears put on a coat
We will escape our ordinary lives

We’re gonna run thru time and space
So grab my keys we’re going for a ride

Drive
Just as fast you can
You don’t have to understand everything
It doesn’t have to stand for anything
Just drive
Drive
Just as fast you can
You don’t have to prove anything
Don’t have to explain anything
Just drive
Just drive

AUTUMN GLOW

You could say you’ve had too much
You’ve could say you’ve had enough
But you’ll never change
Unless you turn around
It’s been a while since
I’ve seen that golden smile

The sky’s on fire
The sun is falling in the ocean
Come outside
Shake off the day and let it go
It’s time to take a break
From the machine of daily commotion
Come outside
And justify
The autumn glow

Whatever happened to getting it on
Dancing suntanned on the lawn
If you wanna change
You have to turn around
It’s been a while since
I’ve seen that golden smile

The sky’s on fire
The sun is falling in the ocean
Come outside
Shake off the day and let it go
It’s time to take a break
From the machine of daily commotion
Come outside
And justify
The autumn glow

You don’t have to be alone
When you’re far away from home
Oh yeah

The sky’s on fire
The sun is falling in the ocean
Come outside
Shake off the day and let it go
It’s time to take a break
From the machine of daily commotion
Come outside
And justify
The autumn glow